wood soup girl

(a phone note)

27 January 2025

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Hello phone notes

It’s January 27th for another half hour

I had chai before bed and now I can’t sleep

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Today I went to school

Went on a walk at Joe creason went to rainbow blossoms

Went to Kroger

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I glowed and sparkled

I felt so beautiful

I enjoyed the feeling of ecstasy washing over me while I let the sun hit me in the face

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I trudged up a hill off the path in the woods

Breaking thru the ice sheet each step

Stepping lightly like a doe

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Thinking about Steele McFadden and the army corps of engineers

The full moon in capricorn last July

Drug store Romeos

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I think to myself

That even though my New Year’s resolution is to be more mindful of how I use water

It’s okay if I mess up and am not mindful sometimes as I work on becoming mindful.

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I wonder to myself why I return to obsessive thought patterns

And then I decide to give myself grace when experiencing a thought pattern

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Mindfulness takes time

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Today on my walk I passed a little girl who stared at me in complete awe

She had on the same color as me. Light turquoise. I walked past her and smiled a little. I had sparkles on my eyes and my hair was wild

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I went to my parents house for tiramisu for mom’s birthday. I made vanilla masala chai tea to bring. I smoked weed. I love feeling obscured by the sunlight and smoke

I found my childhood CD case

The purple iridescent one

And the michelle branch CD.

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All in all, a good evening

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